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Dec. 31st, 2009

11:31 pm - new years! 2010 :)

We are entering a new decade in about half an hour and I"m pretty happy about it. Let's see what can I say about 2009....It confused me with things that normal ppl know about themselves which ended up sending me out of my comfort zone and to look beyond the horizon (which wasn't very grand). In this year I've had mainly bad experiences up until december. My summer was pretty boring, our basketball team lost districts and regionals, I left SCA, and I ultimately lost my way. The main highlight of this year was the ski trip that I just got back from. I made some great new friends, discovered things about my other friends, and had a blast! It was a realli fun experience and if I do return to this school next year, I hope that we can all do it again. :) What i'm looking forward to right now is the trip to bush gardens later on in 2010, that way I get to hang out with all my new buddies. I'm hoping not to lose them as friends, like what happens on most trips ppl take. I'm definately gonna try to prevent that. :) It's 2 years away from graduation year HOORAY! I'm also hoping that 2010 will be a GREAT year and I'm starting it out with a japanese tradition by eating ramen at midnight. So I am VERY happy to say........
SAYONARA 2009!!!! and hello to 2010, hoping that this year will be an awesome one!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Current Mood: calmcalm

Dec. 25th, 2009

08:47 am - Merry Christmas!

So yeah today is Christmas day and it rocks!! Although 2009 itself was a kinda crappy year this Christmas was awesome!! At the moment I am typing this on my new laptop! :) Lets see...I got more than the usual number of presents this year which is pretty coolio. I got headphones, this laptop, a new phone, a dippin dots machine (that stuff is good!) a wall charger for my ipod, and a hat. I was extremely excited this morning when I woke up so all of this was a pleasant surprise. :) I hope that everyone else had a merryy Christmas and we're all looking forward to the new year.

Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful

Oct. 6th, 2009

06:59 pm - Writer's Block: Concert mania

What band are you dying to see live in concert that you've never seen before? Would you travel to a different city or state just to see them?



AAA!! I'd give anything to go see them! I'm actually planning to go see them live next september and I'm really hoping that I can get the money I need to do it. :) If I could go out of the country alone, then it'd be much easier but apparently the whole family has to go so...: P more expensive. SO yes! of course I will go wherever they are! because I already have to travel out of country to go, but I want them to come back here too. lol either way I"m def. working my hardest so that I can go see them live next year. :)

Sep. 9th, 2009

10:01 pm

so LJ says it's been 8 weeks since I updated this thing. pretty much everything has changed since then. I've gone from a private school kid to a public school kid. Basically my whole life has been turned upside down. The world has shifted underneath me and I'm not sure how to continue on this path. I'm not entirely sure what I'm trying to say but I feel like writing down my inner thoughts could help, if only just a little. Truthfully, I need alot more help than I used to lol All the things of the past are what I am now. I will never forget my friends, and I'll always miss seffner. Actually lately I've realized that Seffner was my home, and that I may have made the wrong decision. I miss those days more than anything in the world, probably more than anything I ever will in life. Im gonna try to go up there and visit for a volleyball game, and on some of my early release days I'll go for lunch. I realized, not only do I want to go see my friends but I want to feel that safety, my home, the great feelings that I left behind. I want to experience those things a couple more times, before I end up changing because of where I am now. My thoughts aren't concluded and this is probably only half of of them. But right now, I'm over tired, for whatever reason. Sore ja~

Jul. 14th, 2009

01:43 pm

so recently I've been trying to stay consistent with my animes. The ones I'm actually keeping up with now are Bleach, Naruto, and Metal Fight Beyblade. Bleach is on fillers atm and it's bugging me but I'm still going to watch it. Naruto is on a huge sasuke arc and since he's my fav character I'm definately continuing with that. I got back into beyblading after discovering japan has continued the franchise with MFB. I'm very happy that they did that! anyway I started watching some random anime. THey all ended in 20 something episodes! I was so sad when some of them ended. Burst angel was an amazing anime and I'll always love it. It was an annoying ending though. I realli don't think that Jo died and so they should make a sequel. Lately I've been getting into Code Geass it's an AMAZING anime. I realli love it. I know that anime has already ended and I do know about a few spoilers but it's awesome nonetheless.

My summer...It's been pretti boring. I mean I've gone to Miami and I've hung out with my friends at someone's bday party but that's pretty much it. So I find myself realli wanting school to start but when it comes down to it I don't want it to start because then I'll start training for basektball again. Even though I'm not doing preseason this year, I'll have alot on my plate all year. Sophmore year might prove to be an annoying one. Im supposed to get into the honor society this year and I've got three sports - cross country, basketball, tennis - and 2 honors classes plus an AP class. It's starting to seem like alot. Oh well I'm sure I'll figure out a way to get through it all.

THere are other things I could vent about but I feel that this entry is already SUPER long. So i'll just cut it write here.

Current Location: living room
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: colors by flow

Apr. 28th, 2009

10:31 pm

soo last friday me and my friends went to go see fast and the furious 4. It was AWESOME!!! although paul walker got on my nerves and *SPOILER***letty died (i almost cried lol)**** BUT vin and jordana made everything alright! :) the BEST part of the whole thing was that when paul walker first appeared and he was chasing some dude through the market my fav song came one it was DBSK - rising sun!!! I was like WHAT!!! I was soooo excited that they were in the movie i was in amazement for half the thing haha it was just awesome that they were in that movie!!!

Tomorrow I"m going to go see L change the world in theatres!!! I"m sooo excited!!! Its awesome that it's coming here in it's original japanese form with subs ;)I shall write about that after I see it :) have a good night all

Current Location: living room
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: DBSK - shine (japanese)

Apr. 6th, 2009

07:46 pm

well I've been realli sad for the past 2 days. Why? because...I watched a movie called 5ive girls. It was a grand movie I realli liked it but the ending made me sooooooooo sad I almsot cried the thing about it was that one of the main characters mara reminded me sooo much of myself. she was gay...and the other thing is that I realli loved the movie I've watched it alot but the worst thing was the ending...it left obvious room for a sequel and i hope and pray that they make one. I've been realli sad lately becuase of that ending and the movie brought back to life my confusion...which realli sux. I Thought i was making progress but I was wrong and the flipping ending kills me!!! PLease please make a sequel!!! well in an effort to cheer myself up im going to go watch DEBS

Mar. 13th, 2009

04:42 pm - Writer's Block: Really, Truly

Do you believe in true love? What about love at first sight?


ya I believe in both. and with good reason! haha

Mar. 4th, 2009

06:10 pm - Writer's Block: Chatty

Do you prefer texting or talking on the phone?


TEXTING!! lol I absolutely dislike talking on the phone. My friends will call me and I will just not answer and then txt them haha it's pretty funny but most of my friends don't like talking on the phone either. lol

anyways I'm starting to develop feelings for one of my friends. I guess I figure that sarah might not even go to our school so why not go for it right? yeah so minor dillema there.

Feb. 18th, 2009

04:25 pm - Writer's Block: Animal Instinct

What creature would you choose as your spirit animal?


wolf...
remember the game from yesterday? ya well we lost :( I cried...I rarely cry so you know it was a very very sad day for me. the whole team cried too. We were winning 35-34 and in the last 30 seconds they scored....Yeah...SUCKS!!!!!!!! but that is why I now vow that no matter what when I have to play varsity we won't lose districts and we'll make it past semi-finals. Seems kinda stupid but I think it's a good goal anyways

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